2.15.07

the skin on my finger wears thing
stinging burning when i wash my hands

i can feel it starting to grow roots
implanting itself

the scary part
is that i'm starting to get good at it

obscure hidden idiosyncrasies
spinning backward

change, shift, reverse
regret

i hope for more, but
illusions burst

seeking perfection
and running out of mouthwash

self constructed and self imposed
i.d.w.t.s.